Helo there!

 I am someone whom I think don’t know what I want in my life.

 Or don’t knw where to start.

 I wanted to be free, free from my mother who always speaks what is best for her. 

Not for me or for my sons. 

Yes I have two gorgeous sons. 

The are my inspiration.

 They are the one who keeps on motivating me.

 I wanted more in my life. 

Yes I wanted more. 

I don’t want to be just a housewife. 

I wanted to be an even better, sophisticated, business minded mother. 

I wanted to have more.

I Never intend to say that being a housewife is bad, 

when I was small, 

I used to dream to take care of my kids someday, 

but everything change when you stucked with

 someone whom at first you thought would take care of you 

but then will be the one who will shattered you apart. 

I’ve  been through many ups and down.

I am seperated fromthe father of my kids. 

The father whom I  though my confidant, my friend, my partner, comforter.

He used me upto feed his fantasies,a lazy nothing person. 

How did I ever end up with someone who is SELFISH, CLOSE-MINDED, and EGOIST

I gave everything for him,and even rebel against my family for us to start as a family

But why does he don't want me to give something to my family.

It was my parents who send me to school, and its fair that if I have more I'll give some to them

But he don't want that he wanted everything i work hard for to go to him. ALL of it. 

He does'nt WORK, Unfinished college ,in short he got nothing to be proud of

But it was funny for him to say I did'nt sacrifice anything for him 

and that there is nothing for me that he can thank of. 

Maybe ruining my life and making it miserable is enough description.

 I realize that you must not trust somebody fully. 

They will earn you’re trust and backstabbed you when you have trusted them enough.

 I don’t know if I could still trust people. For nowI TRUST ONLY MYSELF.