ATTRACTION: Physical then Emotional????

Physical attraction,yes! comes first before anything else
I wanted to prove the world that its NOT.  that in some cases TRUE LOVE will remain.
Will I able to prove it? though I am afraid to fail. its okay because failure means learning..
learning will give me enough wisdom.
i am ready to be happy being ALONE
and I don't expect you to be around. though I was confused for the too much time and effort. 
I  just Ignore it..

There was this man who........
...who used to hang out with
he was funny, witty,creative, talented
I used to know him before
but I never even imagine myself to be so close to him.
Til' now, till he finally told me whats the real score
where i used to laugh out loud,
coz it seems that the only reason why they come to me
is to have a SCORE. literally..hmmp.
well,it is my fault if i wont believe on those LIES?
LIES that was been the reason of my broken  heart and dreams?
secret or not, it all has been the same.
it been so damn PAINFUL,i don't want to go through with it again
and with you? where I really don't know what is true and what is a lie?
because I honestly found you a LIER.
and what would it be?
what would it be with me?
what could I actually get from you?
to be honest,yeah? your handsome, talented,
and I do feel(what you have been saying) the same with you,
You make me laugh, talk to me, listen to me... but they did that before too..
That would never feed me
I was too in love before and thought that love would conquer all
I was wrong
Being in love was not that too good for me.

and I face reality and that reality was:
NO MAN WOULD DO SACRIFICES FOR A WOMAN
BECAUSE OF COWARDLINESS IS MORE STRONGER
THAN THE PULL OF A MERE FEELING OF LOVE
oh! no ITS NOT LOVE its LUST....
THAT IS MEN... the most unreliable specie on earth..

Imsoorry...