May 4ever ba o Wala (REal Talk)

Sabi nang ilan may forever sila,

sabi naman ng iba walang forever. 

Naniniwala ako na walang forever

Sabi ko pa nang minsan akong nasaktan hindi totoo ang LOVE. 

Pero mali ako, maling-mali

Kasinaranasan kong magmahal.

Walang tanung,walang kasi, basta mahal ko.

Hindi dahil gwapo o dahil may utak, hindi dahil may pera o may kapangyarihan, 

hindi dahil may laban sa lipunan o mansion ang bahay.. 

Tanging rason ko lang eh BASTA MAHAL KO SYA.  

Eh yun naman ang LOVE dba. 

LOVE is REAL 

FOREVER EXIST

Ang kaso nga lang minsan nasa iisang tao lang yun. 

Iisang tao na nagmahal, nasaktan, at umasa.

Sa tingin ko nga ang swerte ko,

Dahil naranasan ko ng tatlong pagkakataon,

SIMPLY IT DOESN'T WORK OUT 

Its the reality of life na kailangang tangapin. 

May mga taong di lang talaga para isa’t- isa. 

Nagkakasakitan 

There are people who can’t take care of the trust you gave them. 

Ang hirap pa namang i-earn ang TRUST. 

Isa ako sa taong mahirap magtiwala. 

For me that is something you can’t buy and hard to earn.

Nagmahal ako,nagpakaloka, nag iiyak,nagtatawa,nanaginip at ngayon nagising. 

AND I AM PROUD TO SAY I EXPERIENCE IT. 

Learning to Stand on my Own

Hello there.

I am someone who, for the longest time, didn't know what I really wanted in life—or even where to begin.

All I knew was that I wanted to be free.

Free from a life where other people always decided what was best for me. Free from constantly hearing what my mother thought was right for her, while forgetting what was right for me and for my sons.

Yes, I have two gorgeous boys.

They are my greatest inspiration. Every decision I make, every sacrifice I endure, is because of them. They are the reason I keep moving forward, even on the days when I feel like giving up.

I wanted more from life.

Not because being a housewife is something to be ashamed of. In fact, when I was young, I dreamed of becoming a wife and a mother. I imagined myself taking care of my family with all my heart.

But life doesn't always turn out the way we imagine.

Sometimes, the person you believe will protect you becomes the very person who breaks you.

I've been through countless ups and downs. Today, I am separated from the father of my children—the man I once believed was my best friend, my confidant, my partner, and my comfort.

Instead, he became someone who only used me to satisfy his own wants.

He was lazy, selfish, close-minded, and driven by his own ego.

Sometimes I still ask myself, "How did I end up with someone like that?"

I gave him everything I had.

I even went against my own family because I believed in us. I believed we could build a happy home together.

Yet when I wanted to give something back to my parents—the people who worked hard to send me to school—he refused.

He wanted everything I earned.

Every peso.

Every sacrifice.

He didn't work. He never even finished college. Yet somehow, he made me feel as if I had never sacrificed anything for him.

If there's one thing he gave me, it was the experience of having my life turned upside down.

Looking back, I've realized something.

You should never give someone your complete trust too quickly.

People can earn your trust... only to betray it once they know they already have it.

Will I ever trust people the same way again?

I honestly don't know.

But for now...

I trust only myself.

Because before I can trust someone else again, I have to make sure I never lose myself in the process.

Goodmorning smart! Walang kupas na pg alala mo sakin… salamat

Haixt ah…! Life’s Irony

May mga taong inaalala ka ngunit ayaw mong alalahanin ka nila

May mga tao naming di ka inaalala pero gusto mong alalahanin ka.

At may mga inalala kanamang tao na dapat ay di mu na inalala pa….

Naicip ko lang ha…

Ang babaw pala ng mga Lalaki Noh?

Huh! Para ma feelnilana lalaki sila nagpapadamihan sila ng anak.

Ang tanong, after sex they feel real good? Really good!

Lalaking lalaki na cla sa lagay nay un

Pag nabuntis, tatakas cla, o d naman pinangangatawanan din ng iba,

Kasi daw anak nila…Kaya mu bang buhayin yung   batang ginawa nyo out of gusto mu lang ma feel na lalaki ka.

Inicip nyo ba yung magiging buhay ng anak mo? Mga lalaki ni minsan ba inicip nyo ang magiging anak nyo? Ang buhay na maibibagay mu sa  kanya? Pag dumating ba ang araw, maipagmamalaki ka ba ng anak mo? In college you keep on bullying that guy who don’t have any girl friends with him. Para anu ba ung girlfriend? Para cool ka? O para mapakita mo na gwapo ka, na LALAKI ka? Kababawan. At dahil dyan nanliit ako sa mga lalaki kasi suppose to be men are the strong foundation of the family, they are the one who will provide food, shelter and of course clothes to their siblings and wife. Ang kaso ngaun, ang mga lalaki na yung naiiwan sa bahay. Ang tanong? Anu ginagawa nila sa bahay??are they really taking care of the family while the wife is working to death just to feed them? Pano nalang kung si husband naiwan nga sa bahay tapos pagdating ni wife, si wife pa magluluto, maglalaba, magpapakain ng bata? Wala bang karapatan ang wife mag reklamo? Pag nag away sila sasabihin ni husband kay wife na obligasyon ni wife mag saing, maglaba, maglinis, eh ikaw husband diba obligasyon mo mag provide sa pamilyang binuo mo?

Teka, teka kasi sa ngayong panahon nakakalimutan yata ng mga adan na adan sila. At si eva ay si eva.ang lagay kasi ngaun, si lalaki normal mang babae, si lalaki normal na nakaupo lang sa bahay, pinaghahainan, pinaglalaba, in short pinagsisilbihan! Ang lupeet! Inahuyupak! Ako gagawin ko yan kung milyon milyon binibigay mo sakin eh ang kaso, ako na magtatarabaho sa labas para may makain ka pagsisilbihan pa kita???? Ano yun? Parang nanalo ka sa lotto nyan, ang kaso  ang babae d na  tanga ngayun, at lalong di na martir.  Oo nga naman, MAPAPAKAIN KA BA ng PAGMAMAHAL? Kung yun lang HINDI! Take it from me who experience it. MAhalmo ako? Eh di magsikap ka ng pagdating ng panahon di tayo pareho mamulubi? Diba? Hindi yung tatanong mo sa babae kung mahal ka niya at pag sinagot ka, hihingin moagad yung pinaka importante sa pagkababae niya. Eh si babae, mahal na mahal si lalaki ayaw mawala kaya yun! Ibinigay. Girls! I am with you, pero panahon na para maibalik si MARIA CLARA, KAya madami ngayong broken family, kasi MEN are completely Unreliable.they just can’t keep their promises. Naawa lang ako sa mga lahi natin. Palaban ka man, happy golucky ka man o nakikipag one night stand, girls alam ko gusto nyo  rin Makita yung para sa inyo, girls for once we don’t need Prince Actually we need a Knight. Okey???

Nagpatuli kalang para sa kaligayan ko? Eh ako nga 9 buwan nag tiis, ng dahil sa kaligayan mo, tapos ako pang kakayod para say o? lupeet moh!

A poem: A man can never love like a woman does

After this pain, I never new what is real and not. I need to take guard of  my own heart.... :) 

A Child’s Dream

When I was a little girl, it was my dream to travel the world. But as a person grows and maturity comes, childhood dreams remain just dreams.

We tend to forget the simple things that make us happy, and we struggle through the world just to survive instead of truly living.

We often find reasons not to go after what we really wanted as children because of the priorities we set for others.

We keep telling ourselves that living in this world is a continuous battle against people, calamities, and unexpected circumstances.

We become busy trying to climb the ladder of success and improve our status in society. We are so busy trying to become the best for everyone, yet we are often taken for granted.

Life is not a battle, but a beautiful journey.

We must enjoy every moment and cherish every memory we create.

To laugh with people, cry with them, be angry, and experience pain—these are all part of life.

We must set goals for our own happiness, not for the happiness of others.

We must live according to what we truly want, not according to what the people around us expect.

People will always talk about you, criticize you, get angry with you, and even hate you.

In the end, what truly matters is your happiness.

The question is: Are you happy with your decisions because you listened to them, even if there are people who have been hurt by your actions?

People will judge you and, at times, even make use of you.

Life is full of twists and turns, and if we are not strong enough to face them, we may never experience the happiness this life has to offer.

Don't let your life be a waste.

Life is beautiful.

Cherish it.

Protect it.

Treasure it.

LIFE AND YOUR HAPPINESS

Its starts with PASSION. 

What  you really wanted with your life. 

Is it enough what you have? 

For the past years I thought I was happy with people I used to be with. Then one day, my day dreaming stop. I realize I am not who I am. I do not do what makes me happy. I am busy doing others work and other happiness instead of my own.ou helpothers out. 

 I thought your happiness would be just the same. I thought because i help them they will help me also in my life's journey, I was wrong. They needed me literally beacuse it was only me who knew how to do things they didn't know. After they get what they want they're gone and as if they don't know you. People here and there will just used you and if you will not be on guard of your own talents and skills, they will blamed you in the end. There always a reason for you not to do the job especially if it doesn’t dictates in your responsibility and duties.

Learning on lessons of life are important. And my stay in my current job, I grew more mature and strong. And this place makes me realize the things I wanted that would make me feel fulfilled. Its simple, I just wanted a peaceful life. And how to achieve that? Well, be my guest, my journey to it will start now, and I wouldn’t want to have a journey on my own, would you join me? . Where my journey towards self fulfillment starts…. See you!