May 4ever ba o Wala (REal Talk)

Sabi nang ilan may forever sila,

sabi naman ng iba walang forever. 

Naniniwala ako na walang forever

Sabi ko pa nang minsan akong nasaktan hindi totoo ang LOVE. 

Pero mali ako, maling-mali

Kasinaranasan kong magmahal.

Walang tanung,walang kasi, basta mahal ko.

Hindi dahil gwapo o dahil may utak, hindi dahil may pera o may kapangyarihan, 

hindi dahil may laban sa lipunan o mansion ang bahay.. 

Tanging rason ko lang eh BASTA MAHAL KO SYA.  

Eh yun naman ang LOVE dba. 

LOVE is REAL 

FOREVER EXIST

Ang kaso nga lang minsan nasa iisang tao lang yun. 

Iisang tao na nagmahal, nasaktan, at umasa.

Sa tingin ko nga ang swerte ko,

Dahil naranasan ko ng tatlong pagkakataon,

SIMPLY IT DOESN'T WORK OUT 

Its the reality of life na kailangang tangapin. 

May mga taong di lang talaga para isa’t- isa. 

Nagkakasakitan 

There are people who can’t take care of the trust you gave them. 

Ang hirap pa namang i-earn ang TRUST. 

Isa ako sa taong mahirap magtiwala. 

For me that is something you can’t buy and hard to earn.

Nagmahal ako,nagpakaloka, nag iiyak,nagtatawa,nanaginip at ngayon nagising. 

AND I AM PROUD TO SAY I EXPERIENCE IT. 

Helo there!

 I am someone whom I think don’t know what I want in my life.

 Or don’t knw where to start.

 I wanted to be free, free from my mother who always speaks what is best for her. 

Not for me or for my sons. 

Yes I have two gorgeous sons. 

The are my inspiration.

 They are the one who keeps on motivating me.

 I wanted more in my life. 

Yes I wanted more. 

I don’t want to be just a housewife. 

I wanted to be an even better, sophisticated, business minded mother. 

I wanted to have more.

I Never intend to say that being a housewife is bad, 

when I was small, 

I used to dream to take care of my kids someday, 

but everything change when you stucked with

 someone whom at first you thought would take care of you 

but then will be the one who will shattered you apart. 

I’ve  been through many ups and down.

I am seperated fromthe father of my kids. 

The father whom I  though my confidant, my friend, my partner, comforter.

He used me upto feed his fantasies,a lazy nothing person. 

How did I ever end up with someone who is SELFISH, CLOSE-MINDED, and EGOIST

I gave everything for him,and even rebel against my family for us to start as a family

But why does he don't want me to give something to my family.

It was my parents who send me to school, and its fair that if I have more I'll give some to them

But he don't want that he wanted everything i work hard for to go to him. ALL of it. 

He does'nt WORK, Unfinished college ,in short he got nothing to be proud of

But it was funny for him to say I did'nt sacrifice anything for him 

and that there is nothing for me that he can thank of. 

Maybe ruining my life and making it miserable is enough description.

 I realize that you must not trust somebody fully. 

They will earn you’re trust and backstabbed you when you have trusted them enough.

 I don’t know if I could still trust people. For nowI TRUST ONLY MYSELF. 

Goodmorning smart! Walang kupas na pg alala mo sakin… salamat

Haixt ah…! Life’s Irony

May mga taong inaalala ka ngunit ayaw mong alalahanin ka nila

May mga tao naming di ka inaalala pero gusto mong alalahanin ka.

At may mga inalala kanamang tao na dapat ay di mu na inalala pa….

Naicip ko lang ha…

Ang babaw pala ng mga Lalaki Noh?

Huh! Para ma feelnilana lalaki sila nagpapadamihan sila ng anak.

Ang tanong, after sex they feel real good? Really good!

Lalaking lalaki na cla sa lagay nay un

Pag nabuntis, tatakas cla, o d naman pinangangatawanan din ng iba,

Kasi daw anak nila…Kaya mu bang buhayin yung   batang ginawa nyo out of gusto mu lang ma feel na lalaki ka.

Inicip nyo ba yung magiging buhay ng anak mo? Mga lalaki ni minsan ba inicip nyo ang magiging anak nyo? Ang buhay na maibibagay mu sa  kanya? Pag dumating ba ang araw, maipagmamalaki ka ba ng anak mo? In college you keep on bullying that guy who don’t have any girl friends with him. Para anu ba ung girlfriend? Para cool ka? O para mapakita mo na gwapo ka, na LALAKI ka? Kababawan. At dahil dyan nanliit ako sa mga lalaki kasi suppose to be men are the strong foundation of the family, they are the one who will provide food, shelter and of course clothes to their siblings and wife. Ang kaso ngaun, ang mga lalaki na yung naiiwan sa bahay. Ang tanong? Anu ginagawa nila sa bahay??are they really taking care of the family while the wife is working to death just to feed them? Pano nalang kung si husband naiwan nga sa bahay tapos pagdating ni wife, si wife pa magluluto, maglalaba, magpapakain ng bata? Wala bang karapatan ang wife mag reklamo? Pag nag away sila sasabihin ni husband kay wife na obligasyon ni wife mag saing, maglaba, maglinis, eh ikaw husband diba obligasyon mo mag provide sa pamilyang binuo mo?

Teka, teka kasi sa ngayong panahon nakakalimutan yata ng mga adan na adan sila. At si eva ay si eva.ang lagay kasi ngaun, si lalaki normal mang babae, si lalaki normal na nakaupo lang sa bahay, pinaghahainan, pinaglalaba, in short pinagsisilbihan! Ang lupeet! Inahuyupak! Ako gagawin ko yan kung milyon milyon binibigay mo sakin eh ang kaso, ako na magtatarabaho sa labas para may makain ka pagsisilbihan pa kita???? Ano yun? Parang nanalo ka sa lotto nyan, ang kaso  ang babae d na  tanga ngayun, at lalong di na martir.  Oo nga naman, MAPAPAKAIN KA BA ng PAGMAMAHAL? Kung yun lang HINDI! Take it from me who experience it. MAhalmo ako? Eh di magsikap ka ng pagdating ng panahon di tayo pareho mamulubi? Diba? Hindi yung tatanong mo sa babae kung mahal ka niya at pag sinagot ka, hihingin moagad yung pinaka importante sa pagkababae niya. Eh si babae, mahal na mahal si lalaki ayaw mawala kaya yun! Ibinigay. Girls! I am with you, pero panahon na para maibalik si MARIA CLARA, KAya madami ngayong broken family, kasi MEN are completely Unreliable.they just can’t keep their promises. Naawa lang ako sa mga lahi natin. Palaban ka man, happy golucky ka man o nakikipag one night stand, girls alam ko gusto nyo  rin Makita yung para sa inyo, girls for once we don’t need Prince Actually we need a Knight. Okey???

Nagpatuli kalang para sa kaligayan ko? Eh ako nga 9 buwan nag tiis, ng dahil sa kaligayan mo, tapos ako pang kakayod para say o? lupeet moh!

A poem: A man can never love like a woman does

After this pain, I never new what is real and not. I need to take guard of  my own heart.... :) 

Aspirations:following a dream(Sample Speech)

When I was a little girl it was my dream to travel the world, but as the person grows and maturity came.

The childhood dreams remain in dreams.

We tend to forget our simple happiness and we struggle the world to survive and not live with it.

We attend to the reasons of not going after what we really wanted as a child because of priorities we set for others.

We keep in our minds that living in this world is continues battle against people, calamities, and unwanted scenarios.

We became busy in making our society statuses to climb a ladder; we are busy of becoming the best for everyone, yet always taking for granted.

Life is not a battle, but a beautiful journey.
We must enjoy every moment, to cherish every memory that has been made.
To laugh with people, cry with them, be angry and experience pain.
We must set the goals for our life happiness and not for others.
We must live according to what we want and not for the people around us.
People indeed will talk against you, criticize you, angry of you, and hate you.
In the end what matters is your happiness.
The question is, are you happy of your decision because you listen to them, despite that there are people who’s been hurt because of your actions?
 People will judge you and make use of you.   
Life is full of twist and turns and if we are not strong enough to face this, we might not experience the happiness in this life.
Don’t let your life be a waste.

Life is beautiful.

Cherish it,

protect it and

 treasure it.

LIFE AND YOUR HAPPINESS

Its starts with PASSION. 

What  you really wanted with your life. 

Is it enough what you have? 

For the past years I thought I was happy with people I used to be with. Then one day, my day dreaming stop. I realize I am not who I am. I do not do what makes me happy. I am busy doing others work and other happiness instead of my own.ou helpothers out. 

 I thought your happiness would be just the same. I thought because i help them they will help me also in my life's journey, I was wrong. They needed me literally beacuse it was only me who knew how to do things they didn't know. After they get what they want they're gone and as if they don't know you. People here and there will just used you and if you will not be on guard of your own talents and skills, they will blamed you in the end. There always a reason for you not to do the job especially if it doesn’t dictates in your responsibility and duties.

Learning on lessons of life are important. And my stay in my current job, I grew more mature and strong. And this place makes me realize the things I wanted that would make me feel fulfilled. Its simple, I just wanted a peaceful life. And how to achieve that? Well, be my guest, my journey to it will start now, and I wouldn’t want to have a journey on my own, would you join me? . Where my journey towards self fulfillment starts…. See you!